The Sign of The Bad Weather
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Optimized version by Claude:
One day, the weather was moody and it seemed like a storm was coming, which made me worried. And I thought I must go for dinner before the rain came.
So I took an umbrella and went to a restaurant. There was a strong wind blowing outside. But unfortunately, the rain didn't come as I expected after I finished my meal. On my way back home, I saw a couple walking casually and happily, and I was a little shocked. Why was I so rushed? Apparently, I was terrified by the weather. The weather changes every day, but it's very unwise to be influenced by it.
This reminds me of the theory of signal detecting, which tells us how people use their identifying ability to detect signals from noise. In my case, my identifying ability was too acute, which led to my terror. In this sense, am I too sensitive to have the idea that I want to leave my country? Many unfortunate things have happened, and so many people have already left. Now the situation seems to be back to normal and peaceful, although there are still some minor bad things happening. I think this weather thing is a sign to let me rethink my decision to leave this country. Because leaving is a huge change, and I should also avoid using leaving as an excuse not to face my life and problems.
Now I think that it doesn't matter where I am, what matters is how I face and deal with it.
It's bad weather indeed, but a good sign.
Original version:
One day, it was a moody weather and seemed like that a storm was coming, which made me warried. And I thought I must go for a dinner before the rain coming.
So I took an umbrella and went to a restraunt. There was strong wind blowing oustside. But unfortunately, the rain didn't come as I espected after I finish my meal. On my way back home, I saw a couple walking casually and happily and I was a little shocked. Why was I so rushed? Apparently, I was terrified by the weather. The weather changes everyday, but it's very unwise to be influnced by it.
This reminds me of the theory of signal detecting, which tells us how people use their identifying ability to detect signal from nosies. In my case, my identifying ability was too acute to use which lead to my terrifying. At this sense, am I too senstive to have the idea that I want to leave my country? Many unfortunate things has happened, so many people also have already left. Now the satiuation seems being back normal and peaceful, although there was still some little bad things happening. I think this weather thing is a sign to let me rethink my desison that leaving this country. Because leaving is a huge change and I also should avoid using this leaving thing as a excuse not to face my life and problems.
Now I think that It does't matter where I am, what matters is that I how to face and deal with it.
It's a bad weather indeed, but a good sign.
写于2026.3.22
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